Tuesday, December 16, 2008

IH and all.

1. it's not nice when i feel passionately about sth. but i can't be involved in it.
2. timing is everything.
3. i got a very bad sense of timing.
4. which is why i'm always late.
5. i don't like to play when i know i got no chance of winning a game.
6. when i play. when i put in my best. i'll settle for nth but a win.
7. i dislike the bitter taste of defeat.
8. even if i'm just a spectator from the sidelines.
9. disgust, remorse, sadness, pity, anger.
10. but everything will be alright. when the new season starts again.

i gave you an eight because that is out of the scale of 1 to 10.
eight is a special number that is of significance to me.
to you, there probably isn't any difference whether i'm back in hall on the past two days anyway.

i really hate cheerleading because it just ruins everything. i hate to do things that i have to be forced to. it simply removes the fun out of it. In case you're wondering why i can't simply walk away and all it's because there is a sense of responsibility and commitment. it's a complicated situation nevertheless.

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