to win, or to take part.

it determines how competitive you want to be.

how much fun you want to have.

it's unlikely you can have the best of both worlds,

because sacrifices have to be made.

i like to be in teams with stated objectives.

it makes things so much easier, it avoids conflict within the group.

being in the same team with strangers is always a sticky situation.

i remember amazing race

sports camp. we led. we left half the team behind.

and we were reminded to be a team. to move as a team.

hall camp. i stayed behind. and it didn't went too well with people leading the pack.

two camps. different groups. different objectives.

honestly i don't like to take part in competitions.

defeat is a bitter pill to swallow.

unless i'm taking part for the experience,

i'd rather not take part.

i miss being in a sport.

i am considering picking up a sport when the term starts.

is it too late for me to have my bones broken,

to find the unyielding spirit within?

i want to take part in amazing race one day.

and compete til the final pitstop. be part of the final 3.

would you like to be in my team?

to take detours, to reach pitstops first, and to travel the world.