and then i realised the truth in the statement.
wei xuan's quote is, if god is on your side, you can only win.
to me, i remembered it as, if everything from faith to luck is set against you, nothing can overturn the odds into your favour. because you need a miracle. and miracles don't come by often.

it's been what, slightly more than 1 month, and it seems that everything that has been planned isn't always happening. what man propose, somehow something of a higher nature has always been disposing it. not once, not twice. i think i've lose count. i think it really hit me hard how 2 factors could change plans. one by an element we can never control. and the other, we can control, telling me how things might be different if i chose to speak up.

a miracle came today. in the form of 5 mins. my song. your song. and then it vanished.
we shall see when it will next swing by again. they, don't come by often.