i don't like it when things don't go my way.
i don't like it when things don't go according to plan.
there are times when you can't complain
losing to superior opponents.
but when you're playing a team
whose hearts are not in the game,
who are not fully fit,
you train for weeks.
you had a tactical brief.
you are younger/faster physically stronger.
and fuck! you throw the game away.
think league players playing against uncles who only gather to play soccer on a sunday morning. with lady luck taking no part in the game at all.
how can you not be pissed off?
it's like a scar that sticks with you throughout the whole day and you can't get rid of it.
appetite killer. mood killer. conversation killer.
just makes you want to be alone and be a loner.
you've done your all. there's nothing more you could do.
it makes you wonder if you've been a poor judge at the start.
(somehow i think this was how arasu felt like after the semi final game.
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